[Day 2] Write a [few] six word memoir[s]
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Right now, you are the best.
Turn your dreams into your plans.
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These are two things that I've been trying to tell myself each and every day.
I haven't gotten too personal in blog-land lately but I've been struggling as of late... trying to come to terms with the fact that I am in exactly the place I'm meant to be at this point in my life and that I am doing the best that I personally can be.
Specifically this all has to do with my future career goals and if you've been around this here blog for a while you know that this has to do with medical school and the ups and downs that come along with reaching this goal for me. There's a part of me that will never be able to give up this dream but at the same time there's also a part of me who just wishes things were easier. Wishes this current life could just stay. A part of me that wishes my current job surpassed all my expectations and was the perfect place for me. A part of me that hopes I wouldn't be disappointed in myself if things didn't work out like I have always planned. A part of me who is in the beginning stages of so many changes in my life that I almost don't know where to start.
I know that these feelings will pass soon and I know all the effort and the stresses and the tears and the work will be so worth it in the end but for now.... sometimes it's tough realizing that this is all happening for a reason. Sometimes it's hard to know that I truly am doing the best that I can do with the cards I've been given.
I am extremely thankful through this all to have a fiance and a family who will support me where ever life may take me. I think I'm fighting more of a battle with myself than with convincing anyone else.
I am extremely thankful through this all to have a fiance and a family who will support me where ever life may take me. I think I'm fighting more of a battle with myself than with convincing anyone else.
These are great things to tell yourself! Especially the first one :) Growing up whenever I was having a hard time my mom always told me to listen to my self talk, and it's such a good tip. A lot of times we're being negative or thinking negatively about ourselves and don't even realize it. So I love the positivity!
ReplyDeleteI totally know how you feel. I am in no way where I thought I would be. Not that I don't love and adore my husband, my dogs, etc. but I had big dreams that I know will never come true. I go back and forth a lot about where I want to go career wise, but I currently am just taking things as they come. Its nice having a good guy to be able to talk to! Everything will happen the way it is suppose to. I tell myself that a lot... and I try to believe it. XO
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